joi, 16 august 2012

hate..or..love

       What should I do to ... feel hatred ... I think if ... I would be able to feel this feeling I could free myself from the situation in which I am. closer to edge of the abyss ... the pain caused by someone who had to relieve ... devouring the last drops of hope in me ... I can not live such a life ... I do not wanna, but i do not have power ... energy to break free, to escape ... remain only ... the desert nights ... the void in my heart ... and thought that someday I will be able to ... have again near me that soul whose absence I feel so much................i miss  you....wherever you are ... whoever you are.......................