joi, 24 ianuarie 2013


... maybe I am ... troubled soul ... Considering that the memories that I wear them everyday struggle ... moment by moment ... Now more than ever ... when the only thing I thought could help me to forget or to cover ... proved to be a mistake ... huge one which cost me 14 years of life ... energy .. soul .. will .. but that is the beauty of life ... So I have to smile ... in the end I do not know if happiness ... or love ... are nothing but illusions created by the human mind or deception the desire of something that actually is not real .... I falling apart ... moral ... because I can not throw all these years ... but i must....

sâmbătă, 12 ianuarie 2013

so tired

            .........tired of of fighting ... tired of dreams or wishes what will not come true ... tired of hope that tomorrow will be better ... tired of a life that no matter how I try to save, I fail ... tired of 14 years have passed in vain ... tired of to feel and see the same indifference every day ... for when I sleep and when I wake up ... of when I wake up until I go to sleep ... are owe a life ... for who or what ......tired of masks worn ... tired of tears ... so tired