so tired

            .........tired of of fighting ... tired of dreams or wishes what will not come true ... tired of hope that tomorrow will be better ... tired of a life that no matter how I try to save, I fail ... tired of 14 years have passed in vain ... tired of to feel and see the same indifference every day ... for when I sleep and when I wake up ... of when I wake up until I go to sleep ... are owe a life ... for who or what ......tired of masks worn ... tired of tears ... so tired