joi, 10 august 2017

Remember....


Remember my love ... there is no destiny ... we are equally the material being and the spiritual being ... we do not have to look for the explanations of the material world in our soul ... but only in our mind ... in our souls we just find what we are or what we should be ... so ... do not blame anyone for what we are ... for what we live ... life is a storm that wants to get away from what we are. .. 
Remember that nothing is accidental in life ... remember the unspoken and yet known words between us ... In the days that darken your soul .. remember.....

......one more....


The memories of you, will always be engraved within my heart.
It's hard to say goodbye, there's only one last dream we left behind.
I'll give you all my love and soul.
Please hold me one more time.
Don't be afraid to come, with me.
Across the waves of time.

Find me in the night.
Touch me with your soul.
Hold me in your arms, don't let go.
Kiss me in the rain, steal my breath away.
Close your eyes and dream, one more time.
Whisper to the stars.
Sing this song for me.
Let the ocean rise, upon us.
Come and fly away with me, to the rising light.
Close your eyes and dream, one more time.
One more time with you.

Everywhere you'll be.
I'll be there for you.
I feel your heart so close to mine.
Kiss me now and set me free.

Another day has gone.
The sea is calling now to take me home.
Beneath the stars at night.
I promise you'll be safe with me forever.
I'll give you all my love and soul.
Follow your heart, I'm yours.
Don't be afraid to come with me.
Follow your dreams, tonight.

I'm here.
Kiss me and set me free.
Stay.

Please stay and find me in the night.
Touch me with your soul.
Hold me in your arms, don't let go.
Kiss me in the rain.
Steal my breath away.
Close your eyes and dream, one more time.
Whisper to the stars.
Sing this song for me.
Let the ocean rise, upon us.
Come and fly away with me, to the rising light.
Close your eyes and dream, one more time.
One more time with you.

Everywhere you'll be.
I'll be there for you.
Everywhere you'll be.



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miercuri, 19 august 2015

M-am ratacit in aceasta viata...desi in drumul meu am primit semne ...unele le-am inteles...altele nu le inteleg nici acum....Avem cu totii un destin...dar pentru al duce la capat trebuie sa deschidem ochii..sa privim atent in jurul nostru...Viata insa,..viata ce o traim ne tulbura insa....ne impiedica sa facem alegerile care ar trebui facute...eterna batalie dintre rau si bine...pentru ca daca am reusi sa ne implinim menirea aici ....raul ar soma...Deci in final ..e complicat sa mergem pe drumul care ar trebui....si cu cit ne lasam dus de ..intuneric cu atat mai departe de lumina santem...viata insasi este complicata.Nimic nu e usor...nimic nu e fara rost...nimic.

luni, 30 iunie 2014

TIired of...be

     


           And what about me.........I have no feelings.....I do not have a soul....I have no heart ...I do not have any of that....I never had...the only thing I had was.... the desire..to have...to fill with something this body.....I'll stop crying ... it is useless to cry for ... strangers .... I can not run after a dream forever ........ I need to stop ......I am tired of .... ..... keep pretending that ... I have nothing .... so tired......



vineri, 13 iunie 2014

                                  Suflet....stele.......



      Îmi aduc aminte de clipe de alta data.....amintiri regasite pe un raft plin de praf al sufletului meu.Clipe in care priveam cerul in cautarea a ceva...ceva nedefinit....nestiut sau necunoscut dar care stiam ca e acolo sau ca ar trebui sa fie acolo.Îmi placea extraordinar sa stau într-o zona slab iluminata,strada sau chiar câmp ...undeva unde nu era lumina in jur asta oferindu-mi o imagine clara a cerului instelat...priveam constelatiile...licarirea colorata....cautam ceva era un sentiment nedeslusit....era...atunci...acum...acum e altfel...Mi-a trebuit mult timp si...suferinta,a trebuit sa lupt pe doua fronturi....viata din mine si viata din jurul meu...Nici acum nu pot spune ca acesta lupta sa sfirsit...nu in totalitate,mai e doar viata di jurul meu...nu stiu daca m-as putea adapta la viata din jurul meu...nu vreau ....Poate e destinu meu...sau poate trebuie doar sa astept....sa astept clipa cind la rindul meu voi oferi ceea ce eu am primit....poate abia atunci voi putea trece mai departe....voi putea fi acolo... printre miile de stele....alaturi de acel ...nedefinit....Pina atunci...raman aici ....pentru ca inca mai trebuie...doar ca acest  /trebuie / ar c-am trebui pus la punct.....dar lipseste energia....poate intr-o zi o voi gasi...sau....


       Se spune ca sufletul e o forma de energie....lumina....Din cite stiu sufletul are un ciclu in aceasta lume(dimensiune)..vine...revine ....de cite ori e nevoie ...pentru a-si implini menirea...si pentru a-si gasi la rindul lui perechea...cu care sa plece mai departe....cindva vom intelege intregul ciclu (limitat de gindirea noastra) al existentei...cindva vom intelege adevaratele valori ale existentei noastre.Sintem calatori prin aceasta viata...calatoria se va sfirsi doar in clipa cind vom intalni sufletul sau persoana a carei miracol sintem....Sintem aici penru un motiv....nu doar pentru a fi....viata de aici e drumul ce trebuie strabatut...atit doar ca atunci cind ne apropiem de momentul de implinire trebuie sa fim atenti....sa avem ochi deschisi....intodeauna va fi greu ,pentru ca nimic nu este usor si pentru ca intodeauna unde se produce un act al lumini, intunericul va incerca sa bage bete in roate.Dualitatea exista in orice...si intodeauna se va aplica ca orice lege a existentei....


joi, 24 ianuarie 2013


... maybe I am ... troubled soul ... Considering that the memories that I wear them everyday struggle ... moment by moment ... Now more than ever ... when the only thing I thought could help me to forget or to cover ... proved to be a mistake ... huge one which cost me 14 years of life ... energy .. soul .. will .. but that is the beauty of life ... So I have to smile ... in the end I do not know if happiness ... or love ... are nothing but illusions created by the human mind or deception the desire of something that actually is not real .... I falling apart ... moral ... because I can not throw all these years ... but i must....

sâmbătă, 12 ianuarie 2013

so tired

            .........tired of of fighting ... tired of dreams or wishes what will not come true ... tired of hope that tomorrow will be better ... tired of a life that no matter how I try to save, I fail ... tired of 14 years have passed in vain ... tired of to feel and see the same indifference every day ... for when I sleep and when I wake up ... of when I wake up until I go to sleep ... are owe a life ... for who or what ......tired of masks worn ... tired of tears ... so tired

miercuri, 5 decembrie 2012

dimineata...pustie...

         Privesc afara....e intuneric inca si nu am chef de nimic...ma simt pustiu ...nici o dorinta...nici un tel...am devenit o masina...trecutul...sufletul si durerea din el.....fantasme sau realitati interioare daca le pot numi asa,ce ma vor bîntui etern.....Nu reusesc sa ma despart de omul ce ma face sa sufar ...nu stiu ...de ce ma simt tot mai departe de el ....nu mai reusesc sa ma ridic ...si nu o voi face atita timpc cit nu reusesc sa elimin negativul din viata mea...O singura speranta mai nutresc deocamdata .....sa reusesc sa fac asta...asta inainte ca viata si partile ei frumoase sa ma ingroape tot mai mult....

....Ai ramas acolo....chiar daca viata incearca din rasputeri sa te stearga....si chiar daca...inca nu te aflu....sper ca va veni ziua cind .... voi putea sa privesc din nou acei ochi de inger ....imi lipsesti...mie dor...de tine orcine sau oriunde esti.... i need you....