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   I look at the sky .. and my memories come back ... I look around ... and is empty ... even if many are those who are near me ... continue to feel the same love ... of something that is not ... I have not ... is not here.
   The pain has not gone totally ... I can not miss her ... I accepted the reality and the possibility to not repeat what was then ... I think ... maybe ... actually ... I refused just to hope ... I do not know ... are moments when everything is ok inside me ... is silence ... peace ... but are as many moments when everything collapses ... I feel terrible sometimes ... a lot of sadness ... sometimes even at tears up ... feeling that often is not mine ... Who i am ... or what should I be ...